Friday, May 12, 2006
12th May 2006 - a little moody today...
yeah.. i'm a little moody today... have been in quite some thinking mood recently as well...
i think he's attached once again.. didnt really notice it until alicia highlighted the photo in his friendster... not that yet to get over him.... in fact.. after the breakup i realise that.. he isn't really the one for me.. guess im just trying to hard to please him in the relationship to the extend i may not be me some time.. well... i may seems very happy very bliss.. but i aint sure of what im at that time... ok back to the topic.. not that im not over yet.. but just this came abit fast.. and truly i felt tat whatever he had said during the breakup are all bullshits.. a load of rubbish...
kind of regreting signing up for the cambodia trip... the program of the trip didnt fulfill to my expectation... and some other factors not worth mentioning... i hope after the trip i wun think the same way... but i've lost all motivation in the trip...
met up with kacel+js+ john last week... welll.. been some time ever since we met up.. nice catchup just by chilling at C.A.N cafe... and many thanks to js+john+kev for ur hK sovenirs...
not too happy at work recently... due to some factors... i guess if the problems still goes on.. the chances to work there for a longer period is pretty low... but still i love the pple and the environment very much...
suddenly feel quite sick of sjab today... dunno why... but i've been asking myself for the past few hours.. 'y am i doing so much..' ... i have the answer few weeks/months/years back... but today... the answer i usually give seems abit not too worth for all my time n effort spent... so sick...
everybody or rather many people are asking about it.. but i dun have a answer either.. i guess im just at a rather low morale point of my life.. lacking of motivation to do alot of things...
yeah.. i'm a little moody today... have been in quite some thinking mood recently as well...
i think he's attached once again.. didnt really notice it until alicia highlighted the photo in his friendster... not that yet to get over him.... in fact.. after the breakup i realise that.. he isn't really the one for me.. guess im just trying to hard to please him in the relationship to the extend i may not be me some time.. well... i may seems very happy very bliss.. but i aint sure of what im at that time... ok back to the topic.. not that im not over yet.. but just this came abit fast.. and truly i felt tat whatever he had said during the breakup are all bullshits.. a load of rubbish...
kind of regreting signing up for the cambodia trip... the program of the trip didnt fulfill to my expectation... and some other factors not worth mentioning... i hope after the trip i wun think the same way... but i've lost all motivation in the trip...
met up with kacel+js+ john last week... welll.. been some time ever since we met up.. nice catchup just by chilling at C.A.N cafe... and many thanks to js+john+kev for ur hK sovenirs...
not too happy at work recently... due to some factors... i guess if the problems still goes on.. the chances to work there for a longer period is pretty low... but still i love the pple and the environment very much...
suddenly feel quite sick of sjab today... dunno why... but i've been asking myself for the past few hours.. 'y am i doing so much..' ... i have the answer few weeks/months/years back... but today... the answer i usually give seems abit not too worth for all my time n effort spent... so sick...
everybody or rather many people are asking about it.. but i dun have a answer either.. i guess im just at a rather low morale point of my life.. lacking of motivation to do alot of things...
kiah seng's spider web feet
ks made a stupid joke today.. he said 'chris, ur toes are bleeding..'
till then cya..
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